Well, an update Mary..and not good. Best I can do here is simply post her Facebook reply, to me. and my reply. Don't beat her up for all caps, not internet savvy..and had mayor stuff, taken out the body, 10 years ago, the last cancer. If ya ever meet her..well, like a lost puppy dog, ya wanna take home....(but it might be Gods way this time..)..poor girl is the best, just ****ty life, dumb things done, "because".."just ****ty life,"
Deserves none that crap invading her body..anyway.."cherish yer old friends..hard as heck to make!"..anyway..heres the skinny..
Re: SOOO?
"HAVE TO HAVE ANOTHER BIOPSY THIS TUESDAY, THIS NEW DOCTOR WASN'T HAPPY WITH THE FIRST ONE. I'LL BE PUT UNDER HE'S GOING IN WITH A CAMERA AND THAN TAKE SOME BIOPSYS. IT'S BECAUSE OF THE LUNG. I THINK HE FEELS IT SHOULD COME OUT. THE BIG SURGERY WILL BE IN 2-3 WEEKS CAUSE THAT HOW LONG IT TAKES TO LINE UP 3 SPECIALEST TO DO THE WORK. ONE DR. WILL REMOVE THE IMPLANT, TUMOR 4 RIBS, MUSCELS, LUNG, AN ARTERY AND NERVES. THE SECOND DR. WILL BIOPSYS ON EVERYTHING THE THIRD DR. WILL REMOVE MUSCEL FROM BACK AND BRING TO FRONT ATTACH MUSCELS ,NERVES,AND ARTERYS TOGETHER, PUT MAN MADE SHEILD IN PLACE TO PROTECT MY HEART, THAN IF AT ALL POSSIBLE PUT A NEW IMPLANT IN FOR ADDED PROTECTION. AND THATS IT. THIS DR. FEEL VERY CONFIDENT THAT HE CAN DO THIS WITH KNOW PROBLEMS. THE MAN HAS KNOW BED SIDE MANNER. HE'S LIKE A DRILL SERGEANT. WHEN HE ASKS A QUESTION HE WANTS THE ANSWER, HE YOU DON'T ANSWER HOW HE WANTS HE'LL ASKED AGAIN UNTIL YOU GET IT RIGHT. HE DON'T WANT YOU TO WASTE HIS TIME . HIS TIME IS MONEY SO DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME. BUT HE'S THE BEST. WHAT MORE CAN I SAY. HOPE THIS ANSWERS ALOT OF YOUR QUESTIONS. I'M TO THE POINT THAT I HATE EVEN TALKING ABOUT IT. IT MAKES ME THINK THAN I GET SCARED, IT'S FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN. WHAT IF THIS HAPPENS WHAT IF THAT HAPPENS. KUTA AND I WANT TO HAVE A WILL MADE BEFORE THE SURGERY, BECAUSE IF SOMETHING DOES HAPPEN TO ME I WANT WHAT WE HAVE TO GO TO THE KIDS AND NOT KIM, KIM HAS NOT BEEN A GOOD DAUGHTER. SHE NEVER CAME TO SEE ME WITH THE FIRST CANCER, THAT SHOULD ANSWER ANT QUESTIONS YOU SHOULD HAVE. SHE JUST LIKE HER FATHER. WELL, I'LL TRY AND KEEP YOU UP TO DATE. AFTER SURGERY MAYBE KUTA WILL HAVE TO WRITE I DON'T KNOW HE HATES COMPUTER. IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME, I'LL TRY AND FIGURE SOMETHING OUT. TALK LATER LOVE, MARY"
Mary..I know not what to say..but damnit...you hang in there girl, remember us as kids, the fun times..and do me a favor..I go back to Illinois about every 10/15 years..Gotta do road trips,,and MISS THE GOOD FOOD! And do me a real.."big"..my next is about 2012..and ya better be there, ready to tell me how ya beat this too. I love ya Mary, ya gotta feel the "cyber warmth on yer shoulders right now..its me hugging the living junk out of you"
My God kid...please be well..again...I wish I wasn't 2500 miles away, but in spirit...I'm right there. PLEASE.."God Forbid"..ya give up "will"..(and ya better not, or I'll come kick yer ass silly!)..let Kuta makes sure has my number..
Again,...Mary..I've got the gallon water, replace that gallon "out the eyballs, for you"..but ya owe me a freaking new KEYBOARD! I love ya kid..don't give up on me, OK!..XOXOXO.."Big Time "squezzers"..me to you.
Oh yeah. NEVER do a "day at a time"..too long..Five minutes are plenty.. ya don't now the future, and bet ya forgot what ya had for lunch, yesterday! Be well kiddo..stay WAY in touch.. Mary..my heart is out to you, PLEASE.."handle this..?..OK"
Plus the drugs are great..ya wake up little sore..but its over.."never fear the unknown"..just "Demons"..that YOU are making them up! A friend of mine here, in his 30's, without of nowhere cancer.. well, started Testicles, went into the stomach, ..(VERY AGGRESSIVE)..then the lings, ribs. All removed. Replaced synthetic.
THEN, hit his brain...a solid "Deadhead hippie..good people..)..so know its in the brain surgery..Chemo killed the 4 foot long blond ponytail anyway..and still he's trudges on..alive a well..and he got a tattoo, over the head "road map, brain surgery"..a map, of where he lives.."If I aint by the "X"..I'm lost! Gotta love the survivors..
Be well kid. love ya...always did, always will..
